It strange to think that almost everyone who has their own tag in here isn’t in my life anymore. Guess i’m cursed like that. It’s like they all fell out of my life (or maybe i kicked them out for not being good enough for me). oh well. what happened happened. no changing that now. [...]
It’s Always the Same
In the end, the girl with the heart on her sleeve, the one eager to please and happy to help, the innocent one who doesn’t realize when she’s being taken advantage of, the girl who would stick up for you regardless of anything, is the same one who is easily influenced, who people take advantage [...]
Insanity
I just invited The Marine to move in with me. Someone explain to me what I was thinking
sobering effects
So, now that I’m sober and I can spell things right, I thought it might be time for an update.
margaritas
this post brought to you by….. drunk. I love mu girls. they roxk. Thw boys on the other hanf… no. thye all suck. everry major one cept ben forgot. or just didn’t care enough to say. so screw them. as i’ve attempted to learn tonight. aldcohol makes evefything better. yay
From the beginning…
Logging onto messengers via phone only leads to trouble. Since I got another promotion at work, I haven’t had much time to sit in front of a computer and chat. So I logged on via phone so I could chat when I got a moment free. The Marine took this as a chance to corner [...]
um sure
It’s not that I’ve ran out of things to say…. I have a lot I need to write down somewhere. It’s just that… I don’t know what’s going on really. Other then the fact that The Marine msg’d me yesterday out of the blue and i’m being a heartless bitch towards him. Yeah.. I don’t [...]
Curiosity killed the cat
I’m half tempted to ask if we can be friends. but at the same time, if you never want to talk to me again, I don’t want to know. I’m sorry. It was not done without regret. I wish there was a way to fix it. To fix what happened. It shouldn’t have happened [...]
On the table
So Tuesday, after I’ve chalked The Marine up on the Asshole list, I log onto a messenger during my lunch break, and low and behold, there’s a msg from him. I’m sorry, it wasn’t a message. It was an emoticon. A flirty one. But that was it. No response when I said hi… Still no [...]
Things happen.
You can’t date someone and not talk to them. Or.. They not talk to you. And with that said, I’ve determined that I am in fact single again. Just b/c it’ll be a week tomorrow since The Marine has talked to me. I don’t care as much as I thought I would. Yes, I care, [...]
The Past: Not Forgotten Apparently
What is this, let the Asshole’s back into LNT’s life week???? The Marine may or may not be included in this. I need time to think that over. There’s actually a post about him saved on my computer at work if I ever get the chance to post it.
Don’t Get Too Attached
Okay… I have another year before I become a virgin again. Yep. We had sex. That’s all you really need to know. I’m not in the mood to spill all the details right now, but you’re allowed to know that the sex absolutely rocked and i’ll do it again in a heartbeat sucked. I had [...]
Stay tuned
Last night got postponed to tonight. Or not even tonight. Whatever time i get off work today (seeing as how he has the entire day off. Lucky Bastard). But there was just a conflict in schedule (I was free, and he got held up at work). So yeah… Roomie ended up being my date last [...]
Butterflies
My stomach is all butterflied up. This is a very rare thing. Especially since it’s only been 3 days, and I was cool as a cucumber on Friday when he came over. I mean shit… I hugged him straight off the bat. Funny thing is, he had the cologne version of the perfume I was [...]
The Time Has Come
He hates my taste in music, but he dealt with it. I have EVERYTHING on my computer playing on shuffle. It went from Metallica to boy bands and from Slipknot to Dixie Chicks, so every once in a while, we had to stop what we were doing, so I could hit the next button so [...]
Finally! Yay
It’s amazing what happens when you explain to someone that in 10 days, you’ll technically be a virgin again. Sounds like a stupid thing, doesn’t it? To not want to be a virgin again? But that’s me. I don’t want to do it. I don’t want to be a virgin again. I remember what it [...]
Nightmares and Sex
Nightmares… or maybe it wasn’t a nightmare. I don’t know. I can’t remember. But what I can remember is GuyX was there. Every time I woke up, and went back to bed, hoping to be rid of that damn dream, there he was. Taunting me. I hate it when people invade my dreams, more so [...]
180
It is a day of enlightenment.
The Marine
At the time I wrote about him in the past, he was supposed to be like a permanent fixture in my life. But he ended up not being, so I never really got around to talking about him using a specific name.
Fallen Angels
My dry erase board is getting a lot of use out of it for the sake of my sanity…
everything and nothing
I’ve been sick all weekend… which really sucks, b/c when i’m sick i don’t talk to people. I talked to 2 people (other then my family) all weekend.. And i only talked to 1 b/c he was having a girl crisis (and when i get sick of him i can hang up on him n’ [...]
him vs. HIM
the last post said i couldn’t have sex w/o feelings..
the homecoming
HE comes back in a few weeks… And by HE I mean the one who went away 2 years ago, but has never been forgotten.
