Housekeeping pointed out the fact that the construction worker (the cute one) sneaks glances at me when I’m not paying attention (which is quite often). That and he whistles at me. Awwww
It’s Always the Same
In the end, the girl with the heart on her sleeve, the one eager to please and happy to help, the innocent one who doesn’t realize when she’s being taken advantage of, the girl who would stick up for you regardless of anything, is the same one who is easily influenced, who people take advantage [...]
um sure
It’s not that I’ve ran out of things to say…. I have a lot I need to write down somewhere. It’s just that… I don’t know what’s going on really. Other then the fact that The Marine msg’d me yesterday out of the blue and i’m being a heartless bitch towards him. Yeah.. I don’t [...]
Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves.
Last night just pushed me further into confusion. But oh my god was it worth it. I was talking to Housekeeping this morning, and she was wondering why I’m so damn tired this morning (3 hrs of sleep’ll do that to a person). And since she’s been on vacation for the past week n’ a [...]
Nightmares and Sex
Nightmares… or maybe it wasn’t a nightmare. I don’t know. I can’t remember. But what I can remember is GuyX was there. Every time I woke up, and went back to bed, hoping to be rid of that damn dream, there he was. Taunting me. I hate it when people invade my dreams, more so [...]
Things I didn’t know
Housekeeping was up here. And the 1st words out of her mouth were “How’s the new boyfriend?”
Let me go
It really irks me when people call at 7:15 in the morning (before I even have a chance to hit my snooze button!) and ask if they’ve woken me up. Yes, I have a sleep filled voice. You just woke me up!! Housekeeping called me this morning. Asked if she woke me up, and then [...]
1st place, or last… depends on how you look at it
I’m 22 and not married.
babble
Seriously, what’s the deal w/ all the perversion in life these days?
fate
Seems as though my life is left up to fate. I don’t decide anything these days. And I guess it’s better that I don’t have any control… This way.. I guess.. Well… I don’t know…
Today’s just one of those irritated days…
Housekeeping’s bugging the shit out of me. She moved everything around on my desk n’ didn’t put any of it back where I remotely had it (left it all in a big pile of my desk)… She’s asking about Fred like I give a shit. And the thing that’s pissed me off the most so [...]
Not Allowed..
HSKPG: She had a baby HSKPG: You’re not allowed Me: I’m not allowed?? HSKPG: Not you. Not you! HSKPG: You’re not allowed to get married till you’re 28-30 HSKPG: And THEN you can think about having kids.
I go up, I come down, and i’m emptier inside
Housekeeping was up here for a lil. HSKPG: How’s Fred? ME: I don’t know, I haven’t talked to him since Thursday night, he’s blocked HSKPG: Why? ME: b/c he won’t stop hitting on me, and I’m sick of it! HSKPG: That’s b/c he’s fucked you ME: Yah, well too bad, he’s going to have [...]
a little bit of everything, all rolled into one
Housekeeping and I were talking this morning.
1 down. How many to go?
So my friend Derek n’ I were talking the other night. He needed relationship help. I can’t understand why my friends come to me with their relationship problems… It’s not like I have any more insight then they do into their relationships. But regardless of what I know (or don’t know in most cases), I [...]
a little garbage
I love Christmas… not even the holiday.. Just the fact that Christmas means candy canes, and I’m addicted to candy canes.. Yay for stores selling Christmas things early (even if it is annoying)
as she smacks my ass
Housekeeping just came up here to drop off paperwork.. On her way back, we talked a little..
What’s so hard about NO
Housekeeping thinks I’m crazy because I like animals.. Case point: I finally put my fish down.. So mom’s boyfriend is getting me a new tank with angelfish. Housekeeping doesn’t like animals. Well…. She does. She says she likes cows. And horses.. And donkeys because they’re so little but they have such big cocks. Wow, I [...]
Slowly pull myself together
So.. I think I’ve recovered from my most recent mind break… Being led on still isn’t cool in my book, but I’m dealing w/ it (and completely avoiding anything having to do with it)
self lost… reward if found
okay… yesterday sucked. it more then sucked… was yelled at from 8-4. except that hour i took off to go play with water balloons in the back w/ coworkers (employee appreciation day) and of course when i came back from that wonderfully stress freee hr, it took me 5 min to enter a new admission [...]
a fresh coat of paint hides the imperfections
housekeeping and I were talking this morning…
What’s the price of a friendship?
So Housekeeping and I were talking about what went on last night, and what to do, and for once, she can’t tell me what to do b/c she doesn’t know either.
broken suits me just fine these days
So.. i’ve accepted the fact that i will most likely always be broken. I will never be completely put together, b/c that’s just far too simple, and it’s much easier to break while being broken than to break after being whole.
happy is overrated.
Housekeeping’s yelling at me.. Partly b/c i’m stupid, partly b/c she cares about me, and partly b/c i’ve lost some of my happiness… she was hanging out around my desk today, and she knows everything. And it’s not even that she’s yelling, she’s just worried about me. about all this shit that i’m going through.
Tales from work
Housekeeping came up to pick up some paperwork… Asked how another guy was treating me.. i said he came up, didn’t say hi, didn’t say thank you, didn’t say anything.. so she said she’d yell at him. She told me about the new guy.. said “he may be your novio” I told her i didn’t [...]
