I had hung out with GuyX about a week ago. for some reason we had gotten to talking about us (or he had, i was just trying to sleep). He mentioned sex somehow and i said i swore off sex for a year (not really, but it’s working so far). I’m not sure what brought [...]
Out of the woodwork
Got a msg from GuyX (seriously, what is with the guys coming back in my life) about an hour ago. For some reason he was talking about sex (after throwing a fit because i won’t leave my nice comfy bed to hang out with him (haven’t seen him in…. months!)). Turns out he hasn’t had [...]
Crazy
It strange to think that almost everyone who has their own tag in here isn’t in my life anymore. Guess i’m cursed like that. It’s like they all fell out of my life (or maybe i kicked them out for not being good enough for me). oh well. what happened happened. no changing that now. [...]
Compulsive…
Austin came over to the house the other night.
Just what I need
Friendships don’t work like this. They’re not something where you can only call or hang out w/ the other person when you want something. When it’s convenient to you. Granted, the friendship wasn’t a strong one to start with, but no one deserves to feel used. Wow. And here I thought I could only get [...]
It’s Always the Same
In the end, the girl with the heart on her sleeve, the one eager to please and happy to help, the innocent one who doesn’t realize when she’s being taken advantage of, the girl who would stick up for you regardless of anything, is the same one who is easily influenced, who people take advantage [...]
sobering effects
So, now that I’m sober and I can spell things right, I thought it might be time for an update.
margaritas
this post brought to you by….. drunk. I love mu girls. they roxk. Thw boys on the other hanf… no. thye all suck. everry major one cept ben forgot. or just didn’t care enough to say. so screw them. as i’ve attempted to learn tonight. aldcohol makes evefything better. yay
Who said guys didn’t have drama?
Every time I think I have something straightened out in my head, someone has to go and fuck with it. Took him home last night and that was kinda that…. no hug bye, no kiss. No nothing. I’ve had it. I’m done. I don’t like head games, and that’s all this is. I had sent [...]
Rude
Why would you go over to someone’s house just to pass out in the MIDDLE of their bed and then complain when they wake you up. Or complain that they don’t have anything to eat in their house…. or worst off yet…. Eat a box of things that was sitting on their floor, only to [...]
Broken Eggs
So the highlight of my day was not coming home to him still hanging out in my bed, it was going back to work and there being a PB&J sandwich waiting for me for lunch. I mean yeah, it was nice to come home and be able to just lay in bed w/ him and [...]
And you will catch me if I fall
The past couple of days I have wanted nothing more then to sit here and yell, scream, and cry. So I’ve sat here and immersed myself in movie after movie trying to find something that makes sense in my head. Thus far, nothing. I don’t know.. I went from being happy to not. Such is [...]
And now back to the show
I guess it’s a good thing that GuyX n’ I got all that sorted out…. And a good thing that he didn’t come over tonight like originally planned… Because I have no idea what I’ve just gotten myself into…. But it’ll be interesting to see if the promises made tonight.. er. this morning (seeing how [...]
I’m pretty sure you’re supposed to leave that on the nighttable
So. I have no idea what’s going on. We did however have a talk last night n’ all this other shit and we’re still cool. But he doesn’t want anything other then friends right nowt. Which is cool by me. I mean, I don’t think I want a boyfriend or anything at the moment. I [...]
Something to think about
This makes 3 nights in a row. It’s kinda nice coming home to someone other then the dogs (yes, I let him stay here while I’m at work during the day) Talked to his sister today (she’s awesome). She told me that I was good for him. That we’re cute together. But she doesn’t know [...]
Let sleeping dogs lie
So. As we speak, there is currently a guy passed out in my bed. Not just any guy. But GuyX. Surprise Surprise. Honestly, I didn’t think this was ever going to happen, but he came over to look at something I’m thinking about giving him (get your minds out of the gutter!) and 7 hrs, [...]
All ties are severed
Stupid fucking cunt at the vet has a lot of nerve! I was sitting up front after going in to pick up my paycheck asking questions about dog behavior (Dog’s being weird) and getting the number of one of our past doctors who just loves Dog…. And she has the nerve to come up front [...]
Drama drama go away. Don’t come back another day
Mountain Dew seems to work better then coffee in the morning. How strange. I must admit tho, I do like the taste better. For the entire three nights of the weekend (Friday included), I managed a grand total of 14 hours. But only because I got 7 hrs Friday night and managed to snag an [...]
Birthday
It’s GuyX’s birthday today. I haven’t slept in about 24 hrs (a lil more then)… I’m crashing and then we’re going right back out (been with him since midnight this morning) Congrats to us: 10 hrs with eachother, and we didn’t have sex. We didn’t even make out. We just hung out. He’s trying to [...]
From the beginning…
Logging onto messengers via phone only leads to trouble. Since I got another promotion at work, I haven’t had much time to sit in front of a computer and chat. So I logged on via phone so I could chat when I got a moment free. The Marine took this as a chance to corner [...]
Some things
should be left unsaid. Or at least explained better when said… GuyX told me he loved me today…. And after I choked on my water, he added in that friend kinda way… Of course, he only said this b/c I said I’d buy him a stripper for his birthday… The things I do for my [...]
um sure
It’s not that I’ve ran out of things to say…. I have a lot I need to write down somewhere. It’s just that… I don’t know what’s going on really. Other then the fact that The Marine msg’d me yesterday out of the blue and i’m being a heartless bitch towards him. Yeah.. I don’t [...]
Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves.
Last night just pushed me further into confusion. But oh my god was it worth it. I was talking to Housekeeping this morning, and she was wondering why I’m so damn tired this morning (3 hrs of sleep’ll do that to a person). And since she’s been on vacation for the past week n’ a [...]
Mind Games
Ok. I’m in a bind. I probably wouldn’t be if both boys had not wanted to hang out with me last night at the exact same time. But they did. And since I already had plans w/ Brain (and he wouldn’t move them to tonight), GuyX was kinda left outta the loop. I’m at work [...]
In the rain pt.2
So now that Brain is done being a jerk (his words) and promises never to do that again (nothing major, he just took his work frustrations out on me), he is allowed back over @ the house. With that being said, we were all out to dinner tonight, and invited the neighbor. So there we [...]
